Friday, August 11, 2006

alone

how can a person be alone when they are surrounded by many others? it's possible. i've felt it many times before.. alone because i don't know the people around me.. alone because the people i know aren't my type.. alone because the people closest to me are at all 'close'.. alone because i don't know who to turn to.. alone because i don't know who to listen to.. so i pray to Allah, the AlMighty.. may He show me, guide me to the right path..amin..

6 comments:

Sherin de Souza said...

Az, what is the matter? Please don't be too despressed until you will go into depression. Nauzubillah. Kesian Hariz nanti because he can sense your emotions. It is normal to get the 'postpartum blues' but kena jaga jgn sampai melarat. Wanna talk? you can alwyas email or call me.... :)

Take care dear!

AzRina said...

It's complicated Sherin. Maybe when I'm calm enough, I'll email you. Then maybe I can see this matter thru an outsider's view. Mostly family matters.. For now, I have to ponder things over. Sometimes I think i've finally got the answer but i can't pull it through. i need others to cooperate for this to work.. i'm just confusing you sherin. but i'm touched that u ambik kisah.. thanks sherin;) i really appreciate it:D

Sherin de Souza said...

Az, no problem. I know that we hardly know each other and tak pernah jumpa pun but from our emails & blog comments, I can tell a thing or two about u and one that I am sure of is that you are a good hearted person. :)
My offer still stands. I will be here when you need a friend to talk to. I know sometimes things can be quite overwhelming and you just don't know what to think or do but it helps to talk about things.. Take care.

Anonymous said...

Hi Kak Na,

I posted a comment earlier but I guess it didn't get through. I hope you're alright, your past entries have been a little blue...

When I'm a little down, I look around and count my blessings. Sometimes we are too caught up on what's missing than being grateful for what we already have. It doesn't work all the time but it helps me to rationalize things a lil at times.

I hope things work out well for you. Hariz needs his mommee to be happy and cheerful! Take care oke?

Hope to see a picture of Hariz up soon! =)

Anonymous said...

http://exora.blogspot.com/2004_11_01_exora_archive.html

Here's an old entry I did on your wedding that I don't think you've read =)

AzRina said...

Hi Naz,
i did receive your previous comment. thank you:) i'm sorry i took so long to respond. and the entry u did on my wedding, i love the way u described it. u always seem to find the right words. i see in u the makings of a great writer ;)