Sunday, November 06, 2005
not meant to be
i feel like i've been mentally and psychologically abused.. by the one i love.. or loved.. it's heartbreaking.. i'm not strong. words hurt me.. i am not loved.. not wanted..does that mean i've been used? but matrimonial ties are sacred and allows no room for that.. have i chosen wrong? did i make the wrong move? nothing should stand in the way of love.. for love, one should be able to forgive each other's wrongs and right them if need be.. what is a life without love.. from the love which you crave.. from a love that does not bind you through blood but social ties... is it a love that easily fades away? one that is unforgiving and demanding.. i have love no more... but i have new life in me.. a life that will one day see the world he'll live in and watch it's cruelty cuased by mankind.. for all that is good comes from Allah (s.w.t) and all that is bad comes from mankind himself.